For the love of all things bright and beautiful,
make a damn to do list,
not a wish list,
not a hopes list,
not a “things I know I have to do at some point in the future” list,
A list of the crap you have to get done,
whether you want to or not,
and spend a moment of your brain cells’ time,
and work out what you can actually do today.
Then do it.
For f*ck’s sake.