how much ink on my hands is considered too much? im blue today

so ive been sat here scrubbing my hands for the longest time
my nails are all cleaned off on the top parts
but my hands havent turned their usual color yet
i dont know what even happened
i was writing a bit in a notebook for a change
and the pen tip broke
then it was a trip to bluesville
but i now have a piece of abstract art
dunno what to do with it because i already have one piece of that on the walls
and im against having more than one of one type of art on the walls